So, I went to the doctor today. It was time for my annual. And I got the all clear to start trying to have a baby. Now I can't stop thinking about it...babies, babies, babies. Where to have it, which OBGYN to use, what to name it, what it will look like, when it will be born, whether to attempt a natural birth, do I want a midwife, what color should we paint the baby's room, when can I get my brother in law's shit out of our house so we can have a nursery, baby clothes, pacifiers, breast feeding, baby food, baby spoons, bottles, boys, girls, how many babies to have, I can't drink!, so glad I quit smoking, traveling with a baby, morning sickness, I get to go buy prenatal vitamins!, strollers, car seats, I want to be in the special club you get to be in when you're a mom, I want to snuggle my baby to me in a baby sling while I grocery shop and people will look at him or her and say how beautiful he or she is, how to afford a baby, Steve needs a raise and promotion.
That's what my brain is doing today.
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